To run away.

There is a desire that resides deep within me. To run away to some far away place where no one knows me. No friendships. No acquaintances. Everyone with a new face and a new story to narrate. I want to be surrounded by strangers again. I want to carve a new path without traces of…

I’m just tired.

‚ÄčI’m tired of the feign love. I’m tired of the feign friendships. I’m tired of being let down everytime. I’m tired of being hurt. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of pretending to be fine when I’m not. I’m tired of my flaws. I’m tired of feeling broken, damaged, worthless. I’m tired of letting people…

Eccedentesiast.

Failures pushed her. She saw no hope. It wasn’t a great day; but like most of the days she felt what nobody ever understood. ‘Building special memories?’, she thought was just a misnomer. The urge to scream ended up with nail marks on her hand. The clutter she had built ended up with blood on…

Tough to get up.

Days went by. Time never stopped. It was getting tougher. She wasn’t prepared to face anything that came towards her. Failures had already pulled her down many times, she was afraid that this could be the next.  Every single time she gathered the pieces and tried to get up, someone/something pushed her with a larger…