The mystery blogger award.

Hi there!

Apart from all the stress of the finals which are due, for like, day after tomorrow… I think I can spare 15 minutes to write this post. I hope i stay within the time limit, even though I am terrible at sticking to the time. Anyway, let’s just start.

So, I was nominated by PATRICK STORIES for the mystery blogger award. Thank you Patrick!

So the rules are:

1.Put the award logo/image on your blog.

2.List the rules.

3.Thank whoever nominated you and provide a link to their blog.

4.Tell your readers 3 things about yourself.

5.Answer the questions you were asked.

6.Nominate 10 – 20 people & notify.

7.Ask your nominees any 5 questions of your choice; with one weird or funny question (specify).

3 things about me

1. I am very weird. I can have 2 or 3 moods at one time.

2. I love eating. You can even call it a hobby. XD

3. I try not to be rude. Better to be silent than to hurt someone.

My questions.

What is your earliest childhood memory you can think of?

Well, I just can’t seem to remember any at this moment. Or maybe there are just too many. And all too faint.

What is your favorite social media site?

Like I told you, I am not on any social media right now. I only use whatsapp and snapchat. And well, wordpress too. So wordpress is my favourite❤

Where would you spend your Christmas if you have a million dollar offer from BILL GATE go?(funny)

New york. (No reason, just came to mind out of no where)

What is your best musical instrument?

I have got no best. But I like playing the piano and violin. And I also might learn how to play a guitar soon.

What is your favourite cartoon?(weird)

Haven’t watched cartoon since years now. But yes I used to love the Looney Toons show. And Tom and Jerry obviously😜

My nominees:

1. Mercury Twin

2. aquibview


4. Nathprasad Dhanawat


My questions:

I’m sorry friends. I really got no time to think about any… but I’ll be really happy if you consider the same questions as mine. I’ll list them again.

1.What is your earliest childhood memory you can think of?

2.What is your favorite social media site?

3.Where would you spend your Christmas if you have a million dollar offer from BILL GATE go?(funny)

4.What is your best musical instrument?

5.What is your favourite cartoon?(weird)

Thank you everyone!


A cup of coffee.

The dark brown colour,
It smells like magic.
The strong flavour,
An excess could be tragic.

Just one sip,
The adrenaline rushes through my brain.
From bottom to tip,
The caffeine runs in my veins.

My heart beats faster,
Stimulating every neuron.
I welcome every moderate disaster
With a cup of coffee I put on.



Wow! This was a surprise in the notifications today. Thank you everyone for the follows.

There wouldn’t be a best time to say this: it has been a great time here… the love, the empathy, thank you for understanding me and supporting me.

Thank you everyone for keeping my spirit to write alive.

I never knew that I would ever love writing so much till I got here.

Keep reading.

Lots of love,


A new version.

I thought everything was going to change with the new year. It was after so long I had finally picked up myself to let go of people who hurted me. I was finally doing something for myself. Even though it was very pleasing, it didn’t turn out to be as good as I expected.

Now, I guess trying to become a little selfish isn’t helping me. I’m losing people during this process of finding myself. I tried so much to not let them leave but maybe my real self does not fit in with them. Maybe, just maybe, I’m a little rude and well… brutally honest. Yes I’m very different. I like that. *No more loathing* But, if my real self is dragging me away from people, I don’t know what to do. ((I don’t even know if it’s my real self or not. It’s just another version of me which seems better..))

I do not want to run after people anymore. Those who like me for who I am, will stay. I can not show much love anymore. I’m tired of expressing even though they just proved to be futile.

Yes I’m a dork, and my grades are all that is important. To get up from the bottom is not going to be easy. My goals are completely different from everyone. My parents expect too much from me; and now, all I’m trying to do is, live up to their expectations.

Managing everything is not going to be easy. Because, in this version, it is the first time when things seem to favour me.I have to prove many people wrong- those who let me down and those who never expected anything from me.

Plus, the simple fact, I know I would be left out in any group so just learning to be with myself helps.


Utterly pleasing.

It was a winter morning; the sun had risen, covered by the fog. Chilly winds blew across her face. Her hair swayed. She put her hands in the pockets, wore a cap,  plugged her ears to some soft music and began walking across the terrace.

Everything was so calm and peaceful. Except… her mind. Its peace was blocked by unstoppable thoughts. They raced from one topic to another, creating an unwanted ruckus. She closed her eyes and for once couldn’t take it any longer. People kept ruining her because she kept caring for how they treated her. “You have to start over” her mind screamed. It was then when she gathered all her courage and planned her next move.
Wiping off the tears she deleted the old useless photographs; picked up a pile of pages, poured water on them and watched as the ink spread away.

She was clearing a path she never thought she could walk over again. Her mind was clearing off the clutter. Everything seemed good. It was a matter of perspective she thought.
Everything was utterly pleasing.